letting go
like the wind eases off the leaves.
letting go
like the waves ease off the shore.
Read Moreit’s a constricted sensation deep within my chest
I doubt my ability to name it as it settles —
living and breathing and growing
sickening each lung in turn until oxygen feels liquid and I choke.
Read MoreThe mud is holy. The house is haunted. The stinging nettle loves the blackberry, as much as any plant can and my therapist says I must ask my parents for the money that is owed me.
Read MoreI am out with lanterns looking for myself
amongst thorns, leaves and old bean bags that rot out
behind the shed – look there! My childhood watches
me on my hands and knees, scrounging and bleeding.
Read MoreMy heart has started missing beats
I think the Thing is taking them
from where it mouths the muscle
with its rigid,
Read MoreMy grasp weakens again on the merciless rope
that the crowd ahead of me is tethered to
Plodding to the incessant beat of time that deafens my sensitive ears.
Read MoreEven when my eyes are closed, I am haunted by yours.
I ache for sleep and yet you’re still awake, forever in my mind
Looking at me, staring and studying and searching for
Something.
Read MoreScanlines on TVs used to pose a technical challenge
Editors would create imperfect images
Then corrected by the technical limitations of a TV
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